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My Grandfather Would Have Shot Me: A Black Woman Discovers Her Family's Nazi Past [Kõva köide]

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  • Formaat: Hardback, 240 pages, kõrgus x laius x paksus: 210x140x25 mm, kaal: 382 g, 20 B&W in-text photographs
  • Ilmumisaeg: 15-Apr-2015
  • Kirjastus: The Experiment LLC
  • ISBN-10: 1615192530
  • ISBN-13: 9781615192533
  • Formaat: Hardback, 240 pages, kõrgus x laius x paksus: 210x140x25 mm, kaal: 382 g, 20 B&W in-text photographs
  • Ilmumisaeg: 15-Apr-2015
  • Kirjastus: The Experiment LLC
  • ISBN-10: 1615192530
  • ISBN-13: 9781615192533
When Jennifer Teege, a German-Nigerian woman, happened to pluck a library book from the shelf, she had no idea that her life would be irrevocably altered. Recognizing photos of her mother and grandmother in the book, she discovers a horrifying fact: Her grandfather was Amon Goeth, the vicious Nazi commandant chillingly depicted by Ralph Fiennes in Schindlers Lista man known and reviled the world over.





Although raised in an orphanage and eventually adopted, Teege had some contact with her biological mother and grandmother as a child. Yet neither revealed that Teeges grandfather was the Nazi butcher of Plaszów, executed for crimes against humanity in 1946. The more Teege reads about Amon Goeth, the more certain she becomes: If her grandfather had met hera black womanhe would have killed her.





Teeges discovery sends her, at age 38, into a severe depressionand on a quest to unearth and fully comprehend her familys haunted history. Her research takes her to Krakowto the sites of the Jewish ghetto her grandfather cleared in 1943 and the Plaszów concentration camp he then commandedand back to Israel, where she herself once attended college, learned fluent Hebrew, and formed lasting friendships. Teege struggles to reconnect with her estranged mother Monika, and to accept that her beloved grandmother once lived in luxury as Amon Goeths mistress at Plaszów.





Teeges story is cowritten by award-winning journalist Nikola Sellmair, who also contributes a second, interwoven narrative that draws on original interviews with Teeges family and friends and adds historical context. Ultimately, Teeges resolute search for the truth leads her, step by step, to the possibility of her own liberation.

Arvustused

"New York Times Bestseller

2015 INDIEFAB Honorable Mention for Autobiography Memoir





"Jennifer Teeges new memoir traces the pain of discovering her grandfather was the real-life Nazi butcher from Schindlers List." -- People magazine "Haunting and unflinching . . . . A memoir, an adoption story and a geopolitical history lesson, all blended seamlessly into an account of Teeges exploration of her roots." -- Washington Post "A stunning memoir of cultural trauma and personal identity." -- Booklist, starred review "Unforgettable. . . . Teeges quest to discover her personal history is empowering." -- Publishers Weekly "An important addition to narratives written by descendants of war criminals. A gripping read, highly recommended for anyone interested in history, memoirs, and biography." -- Library Journal, starred review "[ A] journey of self-discovery." -- Metro US "[ An] amazing story of horror and reconciliation and love." -- John Mutter, Shelf Awareness "[ Jennifer Teeges] memoir has much to teach us about the ordinary, intimate conditions in which political violenceand the reckoning that followstake place." -- Michael Rothberg, Public Books "The high quality of the writing helps to convey this incredible but amazingly true story." -- Association of Jewish Libraries "This book is not for the faint of heart, but it is fascinating and fair. There are no easy answers to the issues raised in this book, but they exist for both groups of descendants. Readers will be challenged to think about a major event in world history from a perspective that is rare but surely significant." -- Gerhard L. Weinberg, History Book Club "A powerful account of Teeges struggle for resolution and redemption, the book [ is] itself a therapeutic working-through of her history, as well as a meditation on family." -- The Independent (UK) "Courageous. . . . the memoir invites rereading to fully absorb Teeges painful search for answers, for a sense of identity and belonging and for inner peace. Readers wont help but feel for her. Teege discovers, however, that historys shattering truths have the potential to make us more whole." -- Seattle Times "[ Teeges] message is an important onethat we have the power to decide who we are." -- Seattle Weekly "In honest, direct, and absorbing prose, Teege and coauthor Nikola Sellmair confront highly personal repercussions of the Holocaust. . . . The books real triumph is in its nuanced, universally appealing portrait of an individual searching for her place in the world. Just as Teeges chance encounter with a library book led her to question the fundamental assumptions of her life, so too the reader. . . will be forced to reconsider the wide-ranging impact of past injustices on present-day relationships." -- The Jewish Book Council "A discomfiting but clear-eyed journey of self-discovery and identity reconciliation that first-time author Teege relates with admirable straightforwardness and equanimity." -- In These Times

Prologue The Discovery 1(4)
Chapter 1 Me, Granddaughter of a Mass Murderer
5(18)
Chapter 2 Master of the Plaszow Concentration Camp: My Grandfather Amon Goeth
23(36)
Chapter 3 The Commandant's Mistress: My Grandmother Ruth Irene Kalder
59(38)
Chapter 4 Living with the Dead: My Mother Monika Goeth
97(58)
Chapter 5 Grandchildren of the Victims: My Friends in Israel
155(44)
Chapter 6 Flowers in Krakow
199(18)
FURTHER RESOURCES
Books, Films and Online
217(6)
About the Authors 223